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To bad.

It is not that I am not happy, because I am. I am really happy, matter a fact, I am more happy than I can remember me being in a really, really long time. It is just that I am really sad as well. Drinking too much, smoking too much, working too much, eating too much (I consider my self to be a compulsory  over eater..) What to do? What to do..


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Today, it’s one of those days when the time scares you. Or when the age scare you. I’ve been seeing both my mothers parents and my fathers. I hate to say goodbye and not knowing if you’ll talk to them again. However, to night, I’ll be nothing else than my dads parents Little princess!

It has been a while and I just barley got home.

A carcrash on my way home from the last night i Barcelona, flooding and a terrible flight back. Barcelona did everything in its power to keep me there. However, I’ve been in the country since last sunday and I’ve sort of enjoying it. Family, friends and too much food (as usual)!


My beautiful Friend on my dads boat the first day back.

Yesterday i did something bad. Today, i left BCN.

Normally when I’m sad, I comfort-eat, a lot. I can eat 2-3 pizzas, pies and Ice cream with out a problem, (that’s probably why I’ve gained a lot of weight lately) to make a change, I decided to take a powerwalk instead a few days ago when I wrote about my anxiety. It helped. However, my friend Anxiety is back, I don’t feel like walking, there’re plenty of lightings and thunder outside. I’ve already eaten plenty even though I’m not hungry yeah, that’s pretty much it.

What do you do when you get anxiety? Or am I the only person in the world who gets it?

I’m leaving tomorrow. Home to?

I just need to make something clear, in my last post I wrote something in style with I don’t know where I belong. What I meant was among my friends. With my self, I do know where I belong!

All over the world